Kill me now….

I am exhausted. I think I might be overextending myself.

It’s been a month now that I wake up most days at 4:45 to go to the gym. But have I changed any other habits in my life? OF COURSE NOT.

I go to bed way too late, it’s catching up to me now.

I’m sitting at work just finished some rushes, the boss is gone and I’m getting cross-eyed from sleepiness. I get up and walk around but it’s a small office, not a lot of space to walk.

It’s Friday, you’re thinking hey the weekend you’ll be able to rest. NOOOOOO because of this renewed energy and sociability, my weekend is booked, all my weekends are booked! I need clean clothes, I need to get rid of my winter clothing, yes it’s too big now!!!  I need to clean my house, I need to rest.

OK the two things I have to work on for the next week (weeks):

• Stop buying food as I did before, I barely eat anymore no need for 3 heads of broccoli, 4 cucumbers, 3 packs of portobello mushrooms……. I need to adapt my shopping;
• Go to bed earlier and figure out that my life will not disappear, I don’t need to live it all right now, I can space things out!

Happy weekend everybody !

 

 

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